In love…

When you said those words, I knew I had fallen in love with you! That there was no sense in denying it. That all the words you said were true for me. I was in love with you. … More In love…


Amber Ring

… tears began to fill her eyes. Looking at me, she said, ‘I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve something so precious and expensive.’ Taking her in my arms, I replied, ‘Muha, yes, you do. You deserve this ring. You are my most precious so you deserve this precious gift from me.’ … More Amber Ring

Winter Walks – Winter Boots

I wish we could still take those winter walks together. It is these everyday-special-moments that I so miss.

Do you still walk with me? … More Winter Walks – Winter Boots


Soulmate Sacrifice

And the time came
When the light was beckoning
When your fight neared its end
And I knew I had to let you go … More Soulmate Sacrifice


Wen’s Death – Her Day of Dying

It is not December 20. It is not Wen’s death date. It is Wen’s death day. The fourth Sunday after Thanksgiving. … More Wen’s Death – Her Day of Dying


76 Hours Left…

Thursday morning, two years ago, December 17, 2015: Wen had 76 hours left to live.

Thursday morning, two years ago, December 17, 2015: I had 76 hours left to be with Wen. … More 76 Hours Left…



The number 75 became the magic number.

If the oxygen level dropped below 75, treatment would stop.

Below 75 meant death. … More 75


Third Sunday After Thanksgiving

The clock was ticking like thunder. Boom-boom. Boom-boom.

We knew we were quickly running out of time.

Helplessly we had to bear witness to Wen’s suffering. … More Third Sunday After Thanksgiving


Hourglass of life running empty

There is one photo showing my smiling face, I’m standing behind Wen my arms wrapped around her. I know my smile is fake. Meant to make me appear brace. Hopeful. When in reality all I wanted to do was crumble down on the floor sobbing. … More Hourglass of life running empty


Threads of Hope Breaking

Will these horrible memories ever fade? Or are they cut too deeply into my mind, heart, and soul? Would I even wish not to remember them? Or do I need to remember them because I need to remind myself how much my love suffered so that I had no choice but to let her go? … More Threads of Hope Breaking